omg.please.figure.it.out.

lots of doctors. different diagnosis every time. omfg please just let me live my life.

oh, and this blog has some nifty links and such i've found along the way. hope they help anyone else out there dealing with stuff like this.

one of the worst things about working in an office setting is not being able to discern which sounds i should be paying attention to. i really have the hardest time with sound and noise. my brain wants to focus on everything - i can’t stay attentive to one thing.

like now. i’m on a conference call, but i can’t make myself pay attention to the call alone, i keep hearing my (loudest) coworker having a phone conversation, clicks of the mouse from my nearby colleague, and all the other office sounds of typing, moving paperwork, just… everything.